Dear Future Me

I've been through so much this year, and quiet frankly I Dont like it. But maybe in two years Ill look back on this and realized how much I've changed. my life has been full of hurt, betrayal, attempted suicide, and heart ache. I'm only 16 why am I going through this or should I say why was I going through this. I hope I can look back and laugh. one more thing
"Dear future me. I hope your having a better time than I am"