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The Static in Mind

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Reads 433
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Time 23m

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A collection of poetry and journal entries. 
I have been diagnosed with PTSD and schizoaffective disorder, a mental condition that includes symptoms of schizophrenia and of a mood disorder, which in my case is major depression.
With "The Static in Mind," I plan to incorporate the pictures I draw of my hallucinations, recent and passed journal entries, including dates if able, and poetry.

Without fear, or perhaps without caution,
I dive into my own mind, inviting you to come with.All Rights Reserved

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