Don't Test My Sanity
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"I wonder if you're crazy,or i'm crazy for loving you."
"I like to think both."
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Have you ever looked at the world, as if looking through a fish bowl.
Wondering what's really going on out there, and what's just my imagination .
Just questioned your sanity because to you, even yourself feels wrong.
Schiz·o·phre·ni·a
noun
a long-term mental disorder of a type involving a breakdown in the relation between thought, emotion, and behavior, leading to faulty perception, inappropriate actions and feelings, withdrawal from reality and personal relationships into fantasy and delusion, and a sense of mental fragmentation.
(in general use) a mentality or approach characterized by inconsistent or contradictory elements.
Yep. I'm one of those crazy people.
The ones that see things that are not there, and like to be alone with it.
I'm Asha Letlers
This is going to be a hell of a ride in heaven drive!
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