To those who I love, but may never understand how much

Im a boy who is very loving and grateful for his friends in his life. They will never understand how much I care for them and the sort of blessing they are in my world. This will be to those I hold so dear and close to my heart who I love more than anything in this world but I cant always say or show that to you because im shy or feel you may not feel the same way. But I love them regardless and this is what they mean to me, how I feel about them, and the impact that they have had on my life