“Tell me you miss me” he whispers in my ear.
I want to tell him that I’m madly in love with him. That I need his touch, kiss, love. That I need him. That I miss all his smirking. I want to see his naked chest always, his arms around me. I love the way that he smokes cigars and his jaw when he’s angry. I can't help it but stare when he is jealous and possessive, when he wants to break everything for me.
But then I remember all the pain he gave to me, all my scars and tears. All nights when I was worried about him and his fights. Every ugly word that he said to me are still in my mind and just waiting that I remember.
“I don’t miss anything about you. You are my past and that’s all what you are, forever ”.