Curiosity killed the cat

What did you think you would find flipping through the pages of my life? A saint and not a sinner? Angels instead of demons? Love without regret? My novel is non-fiction, not meant for the faint of heart. If you wish to judge, please put me back on the shelf and let me live the best way I know.

Ashley is in her last year of high school and is definitely not one to be played with. Her emotions are never shown and she would rather have a different guy each week then be committed to one guy. She gives off the impression that she doesn't believe in love but maybe she is just afraid. Maybe she is waiting for someone to come along and show her that they will love her no matter what she's done and no matter how much she truly hates herself. But with all this, why does she push everyone away who tries to get emotionally attached to her?

Jacob and Cameron are twin brothers who are the only people who have been able to get close to Ash but that's only because they've known each other since they were 10. The trio are as tight as ever and no one has ever seemed to make it into their friend group because they are too afraid of to face Ashley, but what happens when Ethan and Isabella who are siblings and their best friend Crash move to Australia or better yet, Ashley's school? What about when they run into the twins Jacob and Cameron and instantly become best friends?

It's been said that curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction is what brought it back.