My Suicide Note

I have been depressed for a long time. I now feel that I have waited enough for my dreams to come true. I did everything the so called successful people inspired me to do to taste success. I took risks, big risks. They lied to me. They could have just told me that you have to be lucky, really lucky to make it big in life. That some things in life are not meant to be yours no matter however hard you try for it. I have finally decided to commit suicide and stop taking part in this ugly game of life. But before doing so I would like to tell certain things to you which no one told you before. I would like to leave you my suicide note. I know most of you have already begun to hate me. You can hate me for all you want. But my last act in this total waste of a life might be able to change yours for the better.