chasing ana
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Last published Wed, Jun 8, 2022
"that's the thing about us- people. we were born with this unhealthy desire to fit in, to be accepted and loved by everyone. the desire to be perfect eats us alive, so bad it gets to the point where we'd do anything in our power to change who we are, even if that includes killing ourselves in the process.."
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