Painkiller [ON HOLD]
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Ongoing, First published Apr 26, 2017
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Noah and Samantha have been friends since birth. 

Sam is a quiet girl. She suffers from depression and anxiety. Everyone thinks she's the prettiest girl in school. For the longest time, she's had a crush on her best friend Noah.

Noah is outgoing and popular. He's a football player. He fell in love with Sam but never wanted to ruin their friendship. Since they were kids he swore he'd protect her.

Everyone has a fate, and he tried to stop hers...

Story includes self-harm, some strong language, touchy subjects, PG 13 content. Nothing is too descriptive.
All Rights Reserved
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Two Introverts ✔

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