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Last published Sun, May 28, 2017
A series of journal entries written by May, a depressed 14 year old girl.
"I wish I could sleep forever but a voice keeps telling me that my story can't end here".
May was born into a broken home, having a drunk and abusive father, her faith in God and her mother the reasons she keeps going.
But "you can only be strong for so long" and sometimes the other voices inside get louder than the still voice that keeps her going.
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