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What Am I Thinking

LETTURE 89
Voti 13
Parti 5
Tempo 17m

LETTURE 89
Voti 13
Parti 5
Tempo 17m

I have many unanswered questions that will never be answered, they will always be asked but then brushed off as the world moves forward. And yeah there might be those people that dwell in the past wanting to know more but all they'll get are rumors, stories, lies. Seeing as I am not on topic as usual I will stay on path and get to the point. I Saturn will give you a glimpse inside my brain, what I am and have been thinking, what I want to change, what I want to keep. But most of all what I am like. You don't really know a person until you are that person and we can only be ourselves. People can put on masks and lie, lie if they want to or not. But one lie, even to protect someone, becomes more lies. But here is the truth and only the truth. So I will say it again, 

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They say what's in the past keep it in the past but I wanted to know all about my past. It was things that I didn't know and that I wanted and needed to know! But my life turned upside down when my past is exactly what I should have left alone. Now if you ask me how it all began, I don't exactly remember but I know it started when I moved in with my grandma who I haven't met in all my twenty years of living. I have been in and out of foster homes since I can remember, living with families I knew nothing about. Being the outcast and them constantly asking me what's wrong because I simply did not speak. The only thing that kept me sane was my good grades throughout school. I got the satisfaction of doing the one thing that people kept telling me over and over I couldn't do. I stayed to myself and graduated high school with honors, getting a full-ride scholarship to any college of my choice. Of course, by having this accomplishment, it didn't make it any easier for me between my foster families. To them, I became the girl who was better than them. But I didn't care because when I turned twenty I finally got to start making my own choices. This is where I wonder if the first choice I made was the right one. The first choice I made was to go live off-campus with my grandmother during my first semester in college. I ask myself how could I be so stupid? But you will see just how stupid I was. Or was I?

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Siren's Song

Clair needs a job. College isn't cheap, and she needs a way to make ends meet. So when he friend convinces her to apply at a bar, known for being dangerous, she decides to try it out. She's desperate, and this will give her a chance to prove she isn't the nerd everyone thinks she is. And, if shes completely honest, there's something pulling her, an attraction she can't quite explain. But Claire will find out not everything is as it seems, and the truth she has tried to ignore for so long won't be forgotten so easily. Is it true what they say? Is it really always better to be yourself?