Learning to Hold on ( ON HOLD)
that_panda_boii
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that_panda_boii
Ongoing, First published Apr 27, 2017
Mature
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She looked up at me determination practically spilling from her entire being. "I want to be with you even if it's not official or labeled or anything I just want to be with you"

The edge of my lip twitched upwards slightly. That's not something I thought she would want.

"Commitment isn't really my forte," I tell her.

"I know"

"Cheating is something I'm known for"

"I know"

"You'll most likely find me in bed with another girl" she swallowed.

"I-I know"

"I can't promise you anything," I tell her.

"I know" she mutters. Her eyes trained on my lips. I look down at hers.

The summary is in the *warning* chapter. 

*P.S. there will be spelling errors*
*mature scenes*
*mature language*
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