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Learning to Hold on ( ON HOLD)

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She looked up at me determination practically spilling from her entire being. "I want to be with you even if it's not official or labeled or anything I just want to be with you"

The edge of my lip twitched upwards slightly. That's not something I thought she would want.

"Commitment isn't really my forte," I tell her.

"I know"

"Cheating is something I'm known for"

"I know"

"You'll most likely find me in bed with another girl" she swallowed.

"I-I know"

"I can't promise you anything," I tell her.

"I know" she mutters. Her eyes trained on my lips. I look down at hers.

The summary is in the *warning* chapter. 

*P.S. there will be spelling errors*
*mature scenes*
*mature language*All Rights Reserved

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THE HYBRID

COMPLETED EDITING ON PROCESS "can you not be so horny for godsakes! I'm your bestfriend... remember?" I said throwing a fit, obviously panicking "'bestfriends'?... seriously?" he chuckled casually My ears were burning and my cheeks were on fire. This isnt him... but, at the same time it is him. "YES! all those times when we were younger, we ate, slept and played together. You've just been my friend for all my li-" I tried to explain him that our relationships have boundaries but he cut me off in the middle "cant we do that now?" he said with his lips parted, breathing heavily "like you said.... eat, sleep.. and play?" he smirked at my face inching closer towards me. That was it and I couldnt move any more. -------------------- Azalea Stevens is a 17 year old girl who goes to Somerfield High. Her life practically revolved around 5 boys, who ended up becoming her best friends. Everything was going smoothly for her, but one day day, her bestfriend stumbles back into his worst nightmares. The unseen misfortune that waits in disguise, reveals a beyond-the-science discovery of a superior species. Little did she know that, this misfortune began with her very bestfriend, who's now deeply entangled in the claws of a monster. He, was her first bestfriend, her first mistake and her first regret. And He, broke her. Will she be able to find the truth? Will she be able to hide her thoughts? Will she be able to hide her soul from his enchanting eyes? -------------------- [UNEDITED: contains grammatical mistakes (foetus writing- first few chapters). EDITING ON GOING. DISCLAIMER: This content is purely based on my own imagination. Plagarisation is not allowed and will not be entertained. All the characters are purely based on fiction and any resemblance of any characters to real life or other stories is purely conincidental.