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Not Me Anymore

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I don't know if I'll ever finish this so um here we go.....it's scary just posting something after so long... 

Erin a boy just going on to his last year of college is on summer vacation, spending it at the library with his friend Kyle. For awhile his dreams have been telling him that he is not Erin but in fact Deaths accountant Jasper. After realizing his dreams aren't what will he do, will he go back to his place beside death or  will he fight for who he is now? Is he Erin or Jasper?  Will Havarmaveth ever leave him be or will he continue changing Erin into who he wants him to be?

So yeah this will probs just be a few chapters...don't expect to much from me...ples it's hard for me to post stuff due to my anxiety...but I want to try it one more...so thank you...All Rights Reserved

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