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Delilah is heartbroken when she finds out the boy she loves had killed himself. 

All she wanted was to tell him how much he meant to her.

So when one morning she wakes up finding out she went 3 months back, all she wants is to be there for him.

Maybe she couldn't stop his pain, but at least she could alleviate it.


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*contains swearing!

*contains dark themes..All Rights Reserved

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