Trust Just Ain't My Thing (LaurenceXReader)
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Complete, First published Apr 28, 2017
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Worthless.
That's what I am.
Nobody cares about me.
The one person I thought did..... lost my trust.
Trust? That isn't something to believe in.
I trusted someone once, they broke that trust.
After the death of my mother, nobody liked me.
I was the one driving in that crash.
Now, no one trusts me, so I trust no one.
Will I ever live this down? you ask.
No, I will not.

Cause everyone's got a secret, nobody truly keeps it, everybody tells eventually, and then I know what your keeping.
                            -A

I DONT MEAN ANY OF THIS SHIT! TRUST IN PEOPLES!
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