She found me and I found Allah
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"Im sorry, shes no more." The doctor said with sadness in his voice.
I felt the life drain out of me at that moment.
She left me. Left me in this world. It was bound to happen but i didnt expect it that soon.
Now, as i sit on the floor, trying to convince myself that she was gone to Allah forever, never returning back to me, to the place she called home.
I heard the doctors yelling my name trying to tell me that I'd be alright soon. But oh Allah, how would they know about the moments we spent together?
How would these doctors know that i saw her as my phantom of delight.
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