⚠ this book might provoke many readers. If you are one of the readers that r suicidal I advise you not to read the book. This book contain bad language, bad grammers, also it has suicidal thoughts. Plz if u dont like any of these content do not read, also it might have boyxboy but the main character is a boyxgirl so dont worry.This book is just a book i wrote there nothing in this book that relates too me ⚠ ALSO IM AM NOT A FAST THINKER SO MY BOOK WILL BE VERY VERY SLOW EDITED ALSO THIS IS MY FIRST BOOK! Lilian is just a typical ordinary geek girl, but her life is no ordinary. She is physically and emotionally abuse by her father and other people in school. Her mother died when she was young. After the accident her father accuses her for his wife death and started to beat her, since then she been distant around people and other kids her age so she had no friends. People in school bullies her. Why is she letting them hurt her? Will she be alone forever? Who would help and change her life for the better? Read the book to answer these questions.