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Stay Lucid

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Reads 144
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Parts 137
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anxious depressed grief lucid lucidity please stay strong unsentletters whatcryforhelp

A series of poems/unsent letters I wrote to loved ones to make me feel better about myself. 

I'm bilingual, so some of these are in Chinese, as well as English, but they're predominantly English.

I address myself as A, for Alex, by the way.

Warning: potentially triggering to people connected to mental illness, drugs, bereavement, eating disorders or suicide.All Rights Reserved

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Smile Flower | Jihan by redinscent

[based on the fictional Hanahaki disease] Joshua felt like he was going to die from the sheer stress of it all and he couldn't stop crying. He wasn't crying out of sadness, but out of anxiety, fear, and physical pain. He was scared out of his mind and sometimes he felt dizzy from all of the thinking, heartaches, and throwing up. Jeonghan wanted to be there for him, he wanted to listen to whatever was on Joshua's mind and comfort him. He wanted to hold him tight in an embrace and tell him everything was gonna be okay- and he was too ignorant to even know what was bothering him.

Monsters Inside My Head by the-silent-siren

WARNING: Some pieces may contain triggers for those who struggle with any form of depression or self harm. Please read with caution. I will often rearrange the chapters in the way I see fit, so please be patient and keep that in mind. This is my first attempt at poetry. It will consist of shit that I've gone through/dealt with and ramblings from my screwed up mind. These works are purely fictional and not meant to be taken literally.

Wave (Book 2) by Anniezie

I had survived the first. That was then; this is now. The blindfold of so many pills slowly died away and first though my finger then my head, a passion, a hurt and a need filled me as every moment was consumed with words; every breath with wisps of ink. But they were not all captured and somewhere in the deep abyss of living, lies the unspoken, almost unfelt feelings of decades in months. This is the half-empty account off all those nights from December through into the new year and the end of March. ...I pains me to share it. But it also makes it just not my problem anymore and that is something I long for- freedom and peace. Please note that all grammatical and linguistic, as well as those in punctuation and spelling or placing of words were intentional. If you LIKE this and want me to write a commentary on each poem and picture (as in my previous collection Apfel), please show me in comments and votes :) PLEASE DO NOT COPY any of the poetry or pictures.

petals. -𝘕𝘑𝘔. by h43ch4ni

[*short story*] Hanahaki disease; The disease of unrequited love, flowers will bloom in your lungs and you will cough out petals. It will block out your air and cause death, unless you take surgery to get the flowers removed. But the memories of the admired person will be long lost. Re-writing in process. Also plesse excuse the really shitty spelling and grammar its just me being me as usual 🥲🥲

Pink Petals (Sonadow) by Sonicc_cc

Sonic started to cough up petals. Turns out he got a disease called Hanahaki disease, which means a specific flower starts to grow in the patient's chest, slowly suffocating them. This is caused by the patient dealing with unrequited love, it happens rarely and only with true love.. Will he be able to find a solution before the time runs out or will he suffocate to death.. :;PLEASE READ:; I think my book is the only one that actually thinks deeply into the hanahaki disease. It's not just about dying 'cause of love. It's a brutal torture day by day. It intervenes into the patient's life, messing up their routines and themselves both physically and mentally, which is why it will deal with the topic depression. I hope my book will give this bad feeling through and making it able to understand the topic's darkside and how brutal hanahaki can really be. If you think about it, it's like being forced to drown from time to time. Boyxboy Cover is mine!! !!Might contain sensitive topics such as!!:. ●depression ●selfharm ----------------------- Also this is my first story, i'll try to update as fast as i can. Feel free to leave a comment to give ideas/inspiration and vote so i can see how many people is interested!

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Forever on my Mind (SemiShira) by SleepySimp-

"Unrequited love is the deadliest emotion," "Yeah, no shit," Some people have better luck with love than others. Shirabu isn't one of them. His unrequited love caused flowers to grown in his lungs. It's called Hanahaki, and he doesn't have much time. --- Disclaimer: I do not own any Haikyuu characters or take credit for them in any way. Also character personalities are a little off due to the story line. Hope you enjoy :) Started: December 1, 2020 Ended: November 22, 2021

Narcissus (GyuHao) - eng by -dumboyeol

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Smile Flower | Jihan

[based on the fictional Hanahaki disease] Joshua felt like he was going to die from the sheer stress of it all and he couldn't stop crying. He wasn't crying out of sadness, but out of anxiety, fear, and physical pain. He was scared out of his mind and sometimes he felt dizzy from all of the thinking, heartaches, and throwing up. Jeonghan wanted to be there for him, he wanted to listen to whatever was on Joshua's mind and comfort him. He wanted to hold him tight in an embrace and tell him everything was gonna be okay- and he was too ignorant to even know what was bothering him.