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Publikasi terakhir Sab, Mei 20, 2017
A series of poems/unsent letters I wrote to loved ones to make me feel better about myself.
I'm bilingual, so some of these are in Chinese, as well as English, but they're predominantly English.
I address myself as A, for Alex, by the way.
Warning: potentially triggering to people connected to mental illness, drugs, bereavement, eating disorders or suicide.
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