Heart Tears
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Last published Wed, Jun 14, 2017
I walk on the tightrope with no experience whatsoever. I don't realize it. Even if I do, it does not matter to anyone. Should it matter to me? Death is not option. Survival and pain remain pals. Death still will not be an option
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