Without My Will
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Last published Sat, Nov 18, 2017
I think, throughout my life; from when I was born to the day when I graduated- I think I had had the fair share of pain and misery anyone should have.
Life was never easy for me, but then, when is it for anyone?
I just wished that mine would become a little more bearable, not easier, but not much hard either.
But there was one thing I forgot,
I wasn't a five-year-old anymore, and wishes don't exist.
But I existed.
.
Now I don't.
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