Why Do We Live?

There was one point in my life that I hated living. I hate waking up....

There was one point in my life that I ignored everything. I ignored things....

There was one point in my life that I have wanted to die. And I still live...

When I met my husband everything changed. I learned each day. The uneven path had changed into an even better direction. Life was still hard... and we got through it. We learned from each other hand in hand. We faced all trials that life had given us. I thought I won the fight... but no, I lost... because I lost him four years ago. Sometimes I feel like I am back to my old hated emotions... of feeling alone. Anger is within - again. And they say I am strong ... so nobody ask if I am ok.

You will learn to appreciate happiness once you have experienced pain in your life. Life might be a roller coaster ride ... you have to drive your own wheels to be in control. You will eventually get tired at times. One thing you need to remember is... you are not alone and will never be alone. Do not let loneliness or sadness conquer your well being because you have people around you - your family, your friends.

I thought life will never be the same again. The reality of life is overwhelming. It is carefully planned. We will never know what will happen next. My story is just one of those stories. I lost in one fight but I have my kids to win another battle.

So why do we live?

Value.

To live is to value life.

Accept the past.

Learn from it to apply to today.

Look forward to see what's in store for tomorrow.

Enjoy life as you live.

Life is good.

God is good.