"I'm sorry....I can't", I said. "Why?" She says as tears falls from her sweet eyes. I kept silence. "Don't you love me?" I looked away from her eyes. "I never did." "Good bye....forever." I let go of her soft hands and passed her toward the door. I stopped not wanting to leave but I have to. I turned the knob and left the world I once hated. And now.....I scared even more than I was before from the start of my dream and happiness. I'm lying to myself again and always will......bye.........Cheryl.....