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I spy // Phan
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Complete, First published Apr 30, 2017
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I spy the sun

I spy a boy with blue eyes and black hair

I spy someone who may never spy me

I spy the rest of my life.


TWs: mentions of Self harm and suicide

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Bring Me Home // Phan

101 parts Complete Mature

Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ INCLUDES SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND EATING DISORDERS. STAY SAFE EVERYBODY. Completed 19/12/18 Best Ranking: #1 in danandphilfanfiction

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