The light went when you did
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Last published Sun, Apr 30, 2017
Alex suffers with Anxiety, he's always been a strange kid he's always been different to the others. He struggled to fit in all seventeen years of his life, he doesn't have one good friend, he has a every small amount of people he talks to but no friends. He's close with his therapist but he tells himself he can't be best friends with his therapist.
He leaves the session in an anger, and wow, did that change everything. He lost everything and gain so much just from how he acted in that one therapy session, if he hadn't of left right then, right there, Alex wouldn't be here.
A friendship story that unfolds into a love story. Heart reaching and extremely upsetting be warned.
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