the list * clay jensen

dear diary, the list. the glorious list.
the list, you may wonder, well the jocks in my year made a 'hot or not' list, if you will. and if you must know, i was placed on the 'hot' side, unlike jessica davis and her friend sheri. my name was written under the heading of 'best body'. although in jock or just generally guy language, I'm not sure if that translates to highly fuckable, she makes me horny or some other phrase that I most definitely do not know nor I want to know of. but still, I could've done worse.

hold on, diary, that is not the point of the conversation. the point of the conversation was that the stupid hot or not list by alex standall got me noticed. i caught justin foley staring at me in communications class, and zach demspey looking over my way at lunch. so tell me now diary, should I be glad? glad that i got noticed, after being the 'average' girl with a hearing disability? or not?

emily james

[clay jensen]
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