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The Longest Suicide Note

FutureAuthorSomeDay

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LECTURES 28
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FutureAuthorSomeDay

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This notebook will hold the series of events that will lead me and you -the reader- to the finale page. And when I reach the finale page I will kill myself... It's unclear now but by the time you reach the finale page you will understand this. See it's no one's fault but mine, but others are to be accounted for. So as you read and travel with me, a character you will grow to judge, I hope you don't judge me harshly. Because I have my reasons. Hi ... My name is Reilly. I am a fourteen year old girl. And if your reading this I'm probably already dead, because this... is my suicide note.
(Disclaimer: for those who know me in reality, no this isn't a real suicide note it does however include some true events) (Disclaimer: this story includes raw and honest dipictions of self harming, suicidal thoughts, and life events that may trigger PTSD or cause someone to feel uncomfortable.)Tous Droits Réservés

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The experiment., écrit par shrosz

They used my vulnerability against me. They used that weapon, to make me accept their stupid idea. And I of course, accepted it, I didn't even know what they were going to do. They tugged and poked and even shoved their disgusting finger in your wound, just to see you cry. To see you change. No pitty in their eyes. They just continue. They drag you around with metal chains, hit you and turn you into a experiment. But I had enough of the tugging, the clawing, the moaning, the crying and pleading for them to stop, but simply feeding them with our pain. They turned me into something, that neither do they know what I am. Their afraid of me, of my reflexes, my strength. I killed a lot of them. They say I have a cold heart, that I don't feel nothing. That's why they call me: Death -----------------------------------------************************************--------------------------------------------- Death. A teen girl, pitch black hair, black eyes, white skin. Her height is 5'8. People are scared of her, not just because of her strength but because of they way she kills. She lived in this hell hole, where they take her to rooms. Examine. Fight. She knows she won't be able to entertain them for long. She decides to run. Soul. Brown hair as mud, blue eyes as the sky. Hight 6'2. Tanned and toned body. Death's best friend in the hell hole they're in, he's as cold as she is. But shows a bit of sympathy. Well... More than her at least. He's been there for her, ever since she entered this place of crap. They're the two most feared. As some people say, they're a perfect couple. Killing. Fighting. Cold hearted creatures. Also known as D and S. Why? That's what your going to find out, joining this adventure with D and S.

The Diary of Me, écrit par lyssagibson

I have marked this story as "completed" but I don't know if it will ever actual be complete. This is my journal, my secrets, my thoughts. This is The Diary of Me.

Fate [Demon Slayer], écrit par Animefan476

"You can't change fate, can you?" I watch as my "future self" goes limp. Blood surrounding the body. Kaburamaru curled up on my chest. I felt present Kaburamaru tighten around my neck. Suddenly we see someone run in. "Obanai!!!!" She yells. It was Mitsuri. "NOO!!" She's crying. I look at present Mitsuri. She's also crying. She looks scared. Mitsuri goes up to me. "Am I too late?" She frantically checks my pulse. "No, no, no, no, no. This can't be happening... I knew it was going to happen. How did I let it happen?" I based the storyline on the Scrooge musical since I watched it not that long ago. Also there are some heavy topics in this book including suicide, eating disorders, panic attacks, death, and self harm. If this triggers you DONT READ I don't own the cover. credit to @Asya on Pinterest. (@aoO_0nemu on Twitter) I also don't own any of these characters (obviously) They are all Koyoharu Gotouges characters.

Inevitable Destruction, écrit par Sanna_is_alone

Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions

DON'T READ ------------------------------- Always (Trevor Moran), écrit par ToInfinityAndAbove

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Life Lost and Found, écrit par akwillows

Madeline found the note in her locker. Neatly folded, it held a pair of razor blades and a set of instructions. "Just die, ugly girl. No one will miss you." She doesn't know who gave it to her. Or any of the others before it. But she knows one thing: they're right. No one will miss her. Her mother is dead, her dad is more a theory than a parental figure, and her friends are the stick figures she draws in her notebooks. So, when someone she barely knows invites her to the school graduation party, there's no reason for her to go. A girl like her at a party like that? Eating a bowl of live spiders would be a better idea. And yet, she accepts. She goes. She doesn't know what she expects to find there. She doesn't even know why she said yes. Out of desperation? Because she thinks she'll somehow make friends? Prove, somehow, that the razor note is wrong? Whatever her reasons, what she finds is a surprise. And not the one she wants. She's given one more note. And what's written inside this one will make her face the truth she's been hiding from for seven years. And the truth about Madeline Parker will either fix her, and finally make her worthy of being loved, or it will prove that the note with the razors is right. Or both. -- Complete and professionally edited. Also on sale (www.lifelostandfound.com) where 150% of all sales go to charity, including the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. Dedicated to all of us who need a reason to keep going. Especially now. I hope it makes you laugh. And I hope it helps you realize you're not alone. (Warning -- Do not read this book if you: look amazing all or most of the time, never worry about what people think of you, have more friends than Estonia has people, or are allergic to the word "shenanigans". Especially that last one, because it's used once or twice and you may experience a reaction. Also, you should probably see a doctor about that. Secondary warning: the word "shenanigans" is used in this warning.)

Secret Mind ✓, écrit par sadlyish

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Bittersweet, écrit par 5SecondsOfMyDarkness

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all the things I never got to tell you. , écrit par SidTheSloth0615

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The experiment. cover

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DON'T READ ------------------------------- Always (Trevor Moran) cover

Life Lost and Found cover

Secret Mind ✓ cover

Bittersweet cover

all the things I never got to tell you. cover

The experiment.

They used my vulnerability against me. They used that weapon, to make me accept their stupid idea. And I of course, accepted it, I didn't even know what they were going to do. They tugged and poked and even shoved their disgusting finger in your wound, just to see you cry. To see you change. No pitty in their eyes. They just continue. They drag you around with metal chains, hit you and turn you into a experiment. But I had enough of the tugging, the clawing, the moaning, the crying and pleading for them to stop, but simply feeding them with our pain. They turned me into something, that neither do they know what I am. Their afraid of me, of my reflexes, my strength. I killed a lot of them. They say I have a cold heart, that I don't feel nothing. That's why they call me: Death -----------------------------------------************************************--------------------------------------------- Death. A teen girl, pitch black hair, black eyes, white skin. Her height is 5'8. People are scared of her, not just because of her strength but because of they way she kills. She lived in this hell hole, where they take her to rooms. Examine. Fight. She knows she won't be able to entertain them for long. She decides to run. Soul. Brown hair as mud, blue eyes as the sky. Hight 6'2. Tanned and toned body. Death's best friend in the hell hole they're in, he's as cold as she is. But shows a bit of sympathy. Well... More than her at least. He's been there for her, ever since she entered this place of crap. They're the two most feared. As some people say, they're a perfect couple. Killing. Fighting. Cold hearted creatures. Also known as D and S. Why? That's what your going to find out, joining this adventure with D and S.