Through My Eyes
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Going through life, trying not to give a fuck about what people say, and screaming at things that don't exist to other people but does to me. Have a good day!
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Contains: strong language, complaining, and in the earlier updates, thought of harming myself, and sucidal ideas as well. Would not recommand you read if you have history with these thing as it may or may not trigger.
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