A Suicidal Lament
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Last published Sun, Dec 22, 2013
This is for anyone who has, or is, thinking about committing suicide. I have thought about ending my life on more than one occasion, and I was absolutely miserable. Suicide isn't the only option. If bullies are verbally and/or physically abusing you, or your own significant other, friends, or family is doing the same, just talk to someone who you think will listen. I've dealt with verbal abuse before; I know what it's like to feel useless. Talk to me if you have to. I'll listen, and I'll try to help you if this poem doesn't quite work as well as I intended it to. Enjoy, my friends.
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