Suicide Notes
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Last published Sat, Nov 3, 2018
Hey. My name is Jeslyn Walker. I'm new here. Well, I'm new everywhere. I never stay in one place longer than a year. So don't get attached to me. If you decide to stay the only thing you will see is why I move all the time. Not much happens in my life. Or maybe it does and I just don't notice. I can, however, promise you this: I don't let anyone get close to me and I will shut you out at any random time. You're not welcome in my life.
Highest Ranking: #459 in Loneliness
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