INFATUATION

we don't need to do this laureen, ok naman tayo ng ganto, ok naman sayo itong set up natin diba?

o well that's how he believe everything on us, akala niya ganun kadali yon
I have been to many types of relationship from the serious to the play-around type yet ang lahat ng bagay sa pagitan naming dalawa ay bago sa akin
mula sa kung paano ako magpahalaga sa kanya at paano ko nalang siya intindihin
at first I thought that I was just thrilled
yes indeed likas sa taong magustuhan ang bagay na bawal
what kills you makes you feel goddamn alive!
he is a seminarian and Me as the goody goody type plays around
not until one day he said the he loves me
the he looks at me as if he is mending my soul from deep within
I don't have a plan on getting serious with him though
I don't do goody goody type boy as well and then I learned he is not a boy but a man
he said he can fight for me
he is fighting for us
and so I realized Im inlove to him directly not to the thrill he is giving but then nothing is permanent pala talaga
we don't know what future may come and me as a happy go lucky teenage girl who fell inlove to a man and broke her wings and unlearned how to fly again

we should end this ,hindi naman talaga natin kailangan ang isat isa ,you can continue your vocation and stop setting me as your inspiration to continue your goals, I have done enough