Red Flowers
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A book in which I let out on how I feel inside.. Enjoy, or don't.
This book is crappy, and not at all worth your hateful comments.
Also, in this book, I do NOT support self harm or any mental illness! It's just a pessimistic poetry book in which I write about what I've experienced, heard, know of and see the world as.
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Please don't steal anything for I've worked hard on this and it's related to many life experiences.
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#22 in cracks!
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