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Siedzę samotnie na dachu swojego domu, paląc Marlboro Goldy. Mama ciągle mi powtarza, że przez papierosy nie będę mogła mieć dzieci, nikt mnie nie zechce i tak dalej. Ale to mnie nie obchodzi.
Zaczyna świtać, a to znaczy, że zaraz ojciec wstanie do pracy. Jak mnie nie zobaczy w łóżku to pewnie znowu wpadnie w szał. I będzie kiepsko. Podchodzę do krawędzi dachu i spoglądam w dół.
"Trochę wysoko"- myślę.
Większa część moich stóp wystaje poza krawędź dachu. Mam chwilę zawahania. Słyszę trzaśniecie drzwi. Szybka decyzja. Teraz albo nigdy.
Zamykam oczy i skaczę.
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