The First and Last Time I Felt Love

I'm known to be emotionless wreck. I was diagnose with this mental illness, In which my brain's amygdala and my emotional spectrum doesn't work. Therefore not a player so I keep to myself. But there was this one girl that I ever felt it all for. And she is the last time i ever let myself be that vulnerable. So this poem I wrote in the week of our breakup. Had to let it out.