How hard can it be?
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Publikasi terakhir Kam, Mei 11, 2017
I want everything to end but the madness just keeps rolling in. As I lay in bed thinking about life I realize that I have to live. Not for me but for my family and friends. I don't wanna go on but everyone says it gets better.... Does it really, though? Does life have to go on? Will I struggle my whole life or is this just a bump in the road?
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