no halo.
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Complete Fri, Sep 29, 201741m
14 years of age
and seen more than your mom
crazy and very strange
thats what they will call me
do not put me in a cage
you won't like the outcome
you will grow quite engaged
to the lack of uppercase
and no, i wont ever change.
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i keep the writings in here as they are typed in my notes. i dont have my capital letters turned on. it gives the book a more raw and realistic feel. this is how i type and how i plan to keep it . i hope that the watty's awards will still consider me the same as if i did use the capital letters . please enjoy
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