Cry me a river, howell

This is a reader X Dan Howell story.
*Trigger warnings throughout whole book*

Dan howell. The neighbour you never noticed maybe because he was so alike you but yet so different. You could always talk to him and he'll join in on your many existential crisises

Phil lester.
The boy that can always help you see the bright side of things and he can always make you smile. He's adorable and never let's you down.

Your falling for both of them but who is the right one for you?
The awkward cutie who understands your pain or the adorable clumsy smol bean who can make you happy again by just a smile.

((This is a story about depression, if you are easily triggered then please do not read but I will put trigger warnings on the most detailed chapters))