Levi has recently been dumped by the love of her life surrounding the consummation of their baby. Now Levi has to decide what she is going to do about it, and it is not an easy decision. She misses Patrik so much she lays in bed all day and jeopardizes her career by ignoring reality and trying to make time stop for just a little while.
She starts to write to Patrik. She doesn't know where he's gone or how to reach him, so she sends out one love letter each day to a place that reminds her of him, hoping maybe he will find one and help her figure out what to do.
A man named Sean who lives in the city starts to finds some of her letters and becomes infatuated with them, with how they came about, and with the woman that wrote the words. Sean has recently suffered a horrifying trauma and reading Levi's letters are the closest he's felt to someone in a long time. He begins to wonder who this woman is and hopes he could someday find her to thank her for the help they inadvertantly brought him at such a dark time. He also begins to become sympathetic to her situation and wishes she could help her.
Meanwhile, Patrik is going through his own self-destructive tribulations. He thinks about Levi all the time and desperately tries to justify leaving. These three people become entangled in each other's lives, causing both insight, love, and destruction. The lessons they learn of love, consideration, and self preservation will stay with them all forever and affect the rest of their lives, not necessarily for the better.
Elliot's partner was his whole world, but after Allan's death, his ghost haunts Elliot's dreams. Everyone tells Elliot to move on, but he isn't sure he can.
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It's been a year since the love of Elliot's life, Allan, passed away. Everyone thinks he should have recovered after that much time, but Allan still haunts Elliot every night. He struggles to maintain relationships with his family, and despite a coworkers interest he can't summon up the courage to date. Elliot is living for the past, because to live for the present means he'll have to live with a hole in his heart. But the question Elliot has to face chases him through his monotonous days: is mourning Allan with everything he has truly living?
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