Never Known Love
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  • Reads 20,283
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  • Parts 51
  • Time 2h 30m
Complete, First published Dec 23, 2013
Hated. Mistake. Toy. Unloved. Ugly. Disgusting. Waste of space. Useless. Stupid. All these things echo through my thoughts at anytime of day. No one loves me, no one ever will. I'm just a joke in my parents eyes. A useless toy that will never have a life. No one has ever loved me in the way I so wish will happen. Even as an orphan I'm bullied.    My name is a Jade Green, and I have never known love.

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