Stitches

"Shawn, do you know her? " it took my attention as a group of paparazzi ask him if he knows me.

After hearing it my heart begin to race as I wait for his answer as we stare in each others eyes like forever.. what is he gonna say?
Would he tell them he is my ex-boyfriend and we part away because he thought that I was cheating on him, would he also say that I stalk him and that I want him back because all he thinks of me is nothing but an opportunist who's craving for his money and fandom?

Or might he just tell them that I was his beloved girl who he cherish the most, the girl who loved him as truly as he are but eventually broke his heart because of past?
What would he tell them?

Damn..my mind struggles and my heart beats faster as I wait for his freaking answer, as I hope that he would tell them the latter.

But sadly, all of my hope began to drain from my veins when he finally answer their question

"No... I think she's just a random fan-girl"

That's it.. he's right, for him I was just a random fan-girl who stalks him all away from Edmonton to LA because I miss him so badly that I came him to tell him the truth, so that I won't live anymore in the shadows of my past.

As I heard his answer, I finally had the courage to turn back from him and walk away from the guy who just ripped away my heart.. when I finally got out of the venue, I can't help myself but to cry..

As for the second time around, my heart was broken to pieces.