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Surviving Yourself

LECTURES 477
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Chapitres 18
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LECTURES 477
Votes 49
Chapitres 18
Durée 1h 4m

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abuse abusiveboyfriend abusiverelationship anxiety depression dysfunctional emotional feelings hate livingtogether love mature realistic roommates sad selfharm selfharmawareness shortstory struggle toxic wattys2018

A young woman's story of battling depression, anxiety, and the inevitable return to self-harm. 

As the abuse becomes more and more violent, Samantha's confusion grows to question if Lincoln is really the person she thought him to be, although she wishes she didn't have to start questioning this after they moved in together.

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Ricky dillon's sister cover

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Bad Decisions

Anna has had a difficult life and she just wants to be happy. She wants to graduate in one month and travel. It's a short wish list. What she ends up getting is the most confusing, lie filled time of her life that leaves her questioning who she is and who everyone else really is. Not a writer and it's my first book/ it needs serious work. I am sure there are numerous triggers and terrible grammar which may also be a trigger. Beware. Not a HEA. I do not own the cover photo. I modified it slightly. Any likeness in material to something else anywhere in the world is accidental and hopefully doesn't happen. This work is NOT meant to encourage any non-consensual behavior, abuse of any kind, or any other deranged ideals. Also: If you or someone you know is struggling with thoughts of self-harm or suicide, please know that help is available. For residents in the U.S. and Canada, please contact 1-800-273-TALK (8255). Help for other countries: http://w.tt/1csPgyo.