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Surviving Yourself

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Reads 456
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Parts 18
Time 1h 4m

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abuse abusiveboyfriend abusiverelationship anxiety depression dysfunctional emotional feelings hate livingtogether love mature realistic roommates sad selfharm selfharmawareness shortstory struggle toxic wattys2018

A young woman's story of battling depression, anxiety, and the inevitable return to self-harm. 

As the abuse becomes more and more violent, Samantha's confusion grows to question if Lincoln is really the person she thought him to be, although she wishes she didn't have to start questioning this after they moved in together.

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The Mafia's Princess

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