We Don't Belong
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*she stared at the other side*
Was it dark or was it light?
She has to choose what is right,
But the shadows are fading, as shadows don't form without no light.
She has to see through her mind in which she has been captured, she has to fight her demons for the peace of her soul but what should she do about the demons that surround?
[#340 in poetry on 9th November 2017]
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