My Mess, My Life

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Parts 6
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-2017 Red Crystal Award Genre Winner-
Ok. I realized my life is kind of like a story.  So it started with hate and went into a tunnel of darkness to a rollar coaster of confusion and now to the middle of nowhere. It meaning, my emotions - they've gone a long way and left me with a mess.  There's this boy, Michael and a girl- me. And here is the story I thought we'd never see. To be honest, I hoped it would stay that way. But of course it didn't. How it happened I don't know. Where do we stand, does he know, what should I do- it's all a mess. Help me. Just a girl and a boy. Hate, adventure, fun and stupidity. School with mystery. Its like a roller coaster with the ups and the downs but the choice is your to scream or enjoys the ride.

The absolutely wonderful cover by @CharlotteMcBain if you need a cover go to her, she super 
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Trailer by the amazing @liasteashop

Thank you @JorDunDunDun222 for being an amazing editor and making my work easier to read.All Rights Reserved

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