Chaos *On Hold*

Maybe it was because of the fact that they shared so many similarities, but still managed to be two complete polar opposites. Maybe it was because of their personalities, likes, dislikes, and who they were as a person, or just the blatant idea of adventure, thrill, choice, and exposure to new things and ways, that I have (actually scratch that), would never have experienced if it weren't for them. Whatever the reason, or reasons being, it didn't matter. It didn't matter, because in the end, I only found myself being drawn in. I was drawn in long enough to have to let go because I got lost. I found myself without boundaries, without rules... and worst of all, without any control. I found two people, who at the time, made my life great and brought me great highs, but at the same time, with those highs came lows. I found two best friends. However, I also found myself falling apart. I found myself slipping through the ruins of life, through my very own fingers, without being able to see it through my very own eyes. Don't jump to conclusions though, they affected me, but they're not to blame. You see, the very own contributor was myself. There was chaos

And I was that chaos.