I thought I had it all... I thought I had everything I wanted planned out, but then I learned you don't get what you want you get what you need... Shawn is what I wanted, not what I need. we had every thing planned after college, we moved in with each other, I got my own bakery and he had his own sports news channel. months later... things changed, he fell out of love with me, he never showed me the love like he use too, we faded apart.Then the unknown happened...I had the greatest gift that he could give me; but he thought it was a mistake, so he left; he took my heart with him.
five years later everything changed, most of all I changed. I forgot what love was, I forgot that tingly filling you get when you touch that certain someone. I had Emanuel to take care of, my happiness was his happiness; he made my morning and night, I had everything I needed, at least that's what I thought.
Then he came along, he showed up with his charming ways and his smile,his touch. He was the one who showed me how to love again, he gave me that energy that I was missing, he was always there when I thought I could do it on my own... he was what I needed, but then again... what you need, never last.
he.. Is.. Chris Davidson
"Do you have a crush on me?" He asks
"No.." I try to deny it.
"I think you do..." he says and he gets closer.
He is as close as we've never been before. I can smell his perfume. It smells so good. He touches my face and I can feel my heart beat rising. He puts my hair behind my ear and I know this is the moment he is going to kiss me.
He gets closer and closer and I can feel the warmth of his breath and I can see his eyes sparkling when he looks at me. He is getting more and more close and he leans in...
"What the-" my brother walked in.
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⚠️warning: this story has sexual content⚠️
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This book ended at 5 January 2019
Currently #shawnmendes 2
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