anxiety//lattotranada au
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the one where the girl has anxiety and depression and is afraid of everyone until she meets someone who changes how she views herself and the people around her completely.
WARNING: suicidal thoughts/ actions, mentions of self harm and depression, swearing, and sexual scenes between two females. if you don't like any of these, this book is not for you. if I offend you in any way, dm me and let me know which part or chapter offended you. I will revise it or simply take it down. last thing; yes, I know deetranada and miss mulatto don't go out and never have. this is an alternate universe, a different reality, so they're not exactly like their actual selves. it's fan fiction, get over it. that's all for this long ass description, hope you enjoy the story. <3
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