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Welcome to my horrible yet pathetic life of doom. I have no idea what my future holds but we will see. Stay tuned for chapters about my life on an ongoing basis. I hope you guys do not get triggered. I mean no harm. I really don't! I am just someone that is trying to make the best of it but failing at the same time. I'm sure half these stories are relatable to others. Remember you ARE NOT alone. Enjoy my vents!
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