I Am Anxious Despite
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Ongoing7m
Last published Mon, Apr 7, 2014
Anxiety disorders are hard to deal with. I've been dealing since I was 7 or 8. I realize in the deepest part if me that anxiety isn't romantic. Depression isn't quirky and a mix of them is the worst thing to ever happen to anyone. Please read this knowing I have the best intentions to help those with either, or help those to understand. Thank you.
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