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He+She= It
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Ongoing, First published Mar 25, 2012
Im John Chandler and I play god in my life (not god as in Almighty God, ha?). I take control of everything that I own; my money, my personality, myself, the story of my life. Wala akong pake sa iniisip ng iba. Basta ang alam ko, ako ay ako. Although, inaadmit ko, confused ako sa gender ko. And I'm trying to work on that... I think.

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I'm Celeste. I play god in my life. I get everything that I want. I do whatever I want; i taste the thrill and joy of life because I know I'm free. Liberated na kung liberated. But there's one thing I've never really tasted at all... My sweet femininity. Because I haven't found it yet. And I ain't trying to work on it. Kung dadating, edi dadating. Kung hindi, then I'm cool with it.
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