Black Eyes And Love

#Intro

#BlackEyesAndLove

**Sniffs**

Excuse me yall im sorry I didnt mean for yall to read me cry like this. But anyway i need to talk to soembody ..... **sighs**

Do you know what it feels like to be trapped in love so deep, that you forget how it feels to love yourself? I look in the mirror every morning before fixing my husband Frank breakfast and dont even know who my reflection is anymore. I love that nigga to death but LORD KNOWS I dont deserve the way "my husband" treats me. I cook I clean...make sure them three kids straight and off to schoil, iron his clothes, clip this man toe nails etc. and its never enough. EIGHTEEN LONG YEARS bending over backwards for this man and all I got out the deal was black eyes and forced love. And ion even want to think about telling yall about the icing on the cake......nevermind

***BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM**

"ROSEMARY....ROSEMARY....?" Frank knocking an yelling

"YES" Rosemary answered through the bathtoom door. Sitting on the toilet praying like she did every morning.

"DIDNT I TELL YOU ABOUT PUTTING ALL THAT COFFEE CREAMER IN MY GOT DAMN COFFEE...HUH? OPEN THIS GOT DAMN DOOR....IN THIS MOTHERFUKIN BATHROOM THIS LONG!"

Rosemary could see the door knob twisting scared for her life. Crazy part about this household, not only did her and the kids stayed there but his side piece Shonda also been laying in their bed for the last 6months.

"Yea open this damn door....you know better than that!" Shonda screaming behind him.