The Rouge Spy

I'm not what you would say normal in the werewolf world.

My parents are rouge werewolves.

When a rouge werewolf has a pup, no matter how rare it is, it becomes kind of a problem.
You see rouges become rouges when they leave their pack, for many different reasons, but if someone didn't choose to be a rouge, such as a pup born from rouges, then they are always wanting, begging, pleading to anyone to be in a pack. They can't fight it. Werewolves are always meant to be in a pack.
So then comes me, a werewolf born from rouges, involved in something I didn't choose and now I'm joining a pack, in the hopes to gain their fighting tactics and information.
But can I do this?
I must.